♥A woman is never sexier than when she is comfortable in her clothes. -Vera Wang

Tuesday, September 30, 2008

"And u too.. I need u to know that I will never leave u alone. If u ever feel that ur alone, give me a call..anytime. I'm here. I will always be here for u.."
I shall always love the person who said the line above, really.
Even though my sorrows weren't completely drowned, at least i knew someone
cared for me.
I LOVE YOU, truly madly deeply do

vintage love♥ ♥ ♥

10:19 am

Sunday, September 28, 2008

Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education:
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve

You desire a love that will last forever. You are quite serious about finding this type of love, and that's why you think carefully about the men that you meet before deciding whether you could really love them. You don't just develop a crush on someone overnight: you look at a person's personality and other aspects of their life before deciding to form an attachment. If a guy doesn't meet your expectations, you would rather be alone. Your love has to be perfect. Be careful though, you could be missing out on some worthy relationships because your standards are so high.

ohgod, i think this thing is rather apt in describing myself.

anyways, we sent my brother off for his book in. and guess what, his malay buddies call him brother-in-law. Even though they looked hot in their no.4, but sangat perasan, no? HAHA

vintage love♥ ♥ ♥

10:26 pm

Sunday, September 21, 2008

recitations of the Al-Quran by Sheikh Saad Al Ghamdi.
do listen to them

vintage love♥ ♥ ♥

11:07 pm

Pelbagai pintu neraka siap 'menelan' bakal penghuni
Dipetik daripada Berita Minggu, 21 September 2008

Selepas didatangi Malaikat Jibril, Rasulullah saw kelihatan begitu sedih hingga menitiskan air mata.

Tiada siapa pun tahu mengapa baginda menangis, dan tiada siapa berani bertanya kepadanya.

Akhirnya, para sahabat memutuskan memanggil puterinya, iaitu, Fatimah supaya menemui baginda.

Abdul Rahman bin 'Auf ke rumah Fatimah memberitahunya:
"Saya meninggalkan Rasulullah yang sedang menangis kerana sedih. Saya tidak tahu, entah apa yang dikatakan Malaikat Jibril kepada baginda hingga baginda menangis. Cubalah anda tanyakan kepada ayah anda itu."

Fatimah setuju.

Ketika menemui ayahnya, Fatimah bertanya punca ayahnya menangis.

Rasulullah berkata: "Puteriku sayang. Bagaimanalah ayah tidak menangis. Tahukah kamu bahawa telah turun ayat yang berbunyi begini: 'Sesungguhnya neraka jahanam tempat bagi mereka semua.'

"Ayah... ceritakanlah kepadaku tentang pintu neraka itu," rayu Fatimah.

Rasulullah berkata:
"Pintu paling mudah terdiri daripada 70,000 gunung neraka. Setiap gunung ada 70,000 lembah neraka.
"Setiap lembah pula mengandungi 70 juta neraka kecil. Dalam neraka kecil itu pula terdapat satu juta kota yang masing-masing mempunya 70 juta istana api.
"Setiap istana terdapat satu juta daerah berapi. Setiap daerah berapi itu mempunyai 70 juta rumah api yang setiap satu mempunyai 70 juta peti api.
"Dan setiap peti itu pula mempunyai pelbagai macam seksaan yang berbeza-beza penerimanya," kata Rasulullah.

Fatimah terlalu sedih mendengar cerita ayahnya. Dia menundukkan kepalanya dan berkata: "Alangkah celakanya orang yang masuk neraka."

Saidina Umar Al-Khattab, yang mendengar kata-kata Rasulullah kepada puterinya, kemudian berkata: "Jika aku seekor kambing milik saudaraku, lalu mereka menyembelihku dan memakan dagingnya, maka aku tidak akan mendengar ancaman neraka yang mengerikan itu."

"Jika aku seekor burung, maka tentu sekali aku tidak akan diadili dan diseksa, dan aku tidak mendengar atau tahu ancaman neraka itu," kata Saidina Abu Bakar pula.

Saidina Ali bin Abu Thalib pula menambah: "Andainya ibu tidak melahirkan aku, andainya aku mati ketika bayi dan mayatku dimakan binatang, maka aku pun tidak akan mendengar ancaman neraka yang sangat menakutkan itu."

Salman Al-Farsi pula, ketika menuju ke Makam Baqi', meraung-raung sambil berkata: "Wahai perjalanan yang jauh... bekalanku begitu sedikit untuk menuju akhirat."

Bilal, ketika mendengar raungan Salman, bertanya: "Wahai Salman, kenapa kamu meraung dan sedih?"

"Bilal, alangkah mengerikan apabila kita masuk neraka. Celakalah aku dan kamu Bilal.
"Jika selama ini kita memakai pakaian yang baik dan cantik, tetapi apabila di neraka nanti, kita akan mengenakan pakaian dari percikan api.
"Sekarang kita peluk isteri kita, tapi jika di neraka nanti, kita akan bergaul dengan syaitan dalam neraka.
"Sungguh mengerikan Bilal. Nanti di neraka, jika kita ingin minum, air yang kita minum panas mendidih dan kita akan makan pohon-pohon berapi.
"Semoga kita dilindungi Allah swt daripada semua kecelakaan itu," kata Salman.

Menitis air mata Bilal mendengar kata-kata Salman itu.

vintage love♥ ♥ ♥

9:34 pm

Saturday, September 20, 2008

RAMADHAN ON WHEELS '08

a simple iftar session changed it all.

we had briyani and bubur masjid.
to me, it wasn't all that special, some of the everyday food.
but to the family i dined with, the briyani and the bubur masjid i thought little of, were like a once in a lifetime kind of food.
i heard the mother tell her daughter "makanlah. nanti kat rumah takde makanan ni lagi"

i felt extremely shattered cos i realised how lucky i am.
like during ramadhan, i always had food on the table. but i bet there are others who dont have that kind of luxury.
i waste food. and those wasted food, they mean alot to the people in need.

life is unfair, isnt it?
i hope these people will get their fair share of happiness. if not now, maybe hereafter.

on a side note,
what's with these guys? where did their egos go?

vintage love♥ ♥ ♥

9:22 pm

Wednesday, September 17, 2008

i cried when i watched this on America's got talent
and he's soooo cute, OMG!

i can't stop replaying it. and i can't stop tearing.
i'm one emo-wreck now

i should get back to maths. SOON

vintage love♥ ♥ ♥

9:21 pm

Tuesday, September 16, 2008

i was looking for bio videos on youtube and i found many many useful ones.
check them out alright.

Resting potential

Translation

vintage love♥ ♥ ♥

10:28 pm

Saturday, September 13, 2008

went out with heyya yesterday
we buka, terawih and window-shopped together
but of course we shared gossips.i mean what's a babitch date without gossips?
oh and heyya was mugging while eating. so who's THE MUGGER now huh?
oh and heyya called me toyol cos i was running across the road like one, according to her.
hahahaha
i thoroughly enjoyed last night, esp messaging heyya and yus throughout the night.
even though i was guilt-stricken, it was nice to know that someone cares.

to whoever it may concern, even though i know you won't ever read this. i'm sorry okay. i wanted to apologise since way back, but i was afraid it might hurt you more. but last night, i couldn't handle the guilt. i felt really bad. you can ignore me all you want, but please know that this is my sincerest apologies. LOVE, SYAZ.

so today, i sent my brother off to tekong for his enlistment. it was rather saddening but i have faith in him. yay, best wishes, dearest brother!
you know what, i think army boys/officers are HOT. omg.
now i have this desire to marry an army officer when i grow up
EHEHEHE :D
AND I WILL MELT IF I SEE MY FUTURE BOYFRIEND PASS OUT OF NS IN HIS HOT HOT ARMY UNIFORM. I SWEAR :D

vintage love♥ ♥ ♥

8:18 pm

Tuesday, September 09, 2008

PART OF A CHAIN MAIL

From Madina Sheikh Ahmed has sent this news.
On a Friday
Sheikh Ahmed fell asleep reading the Quran. Then he dreamt the Prophet Muhammed (saw) standing in front of him and saying that in one week seven thousand people died but not even one was a true Muslim. None did what ALLAH wanted. He also said now is a bad time. These days Wives dont look after their Husbands,Girls go round without being covered they do not respect parents or others,Rich do not look after the poor,they do not give gifts or money or do not give fulfil zakaat.he also said to Sheikh Ahmed make people understand to give zakaat,To do prayer and to keep fast. The day of judgement is near. When There is a single star in the sky,straight away the path of forgiveness will close. The writing in The Quraan will disappear (vanish). The Sun will lower itself with Earth.

The Prophet said whoever reads this news to someone else,
'I WILL ON THE DAY OF JUDGEMENT MAKE HIM A PLACE IN PARADISE, AND IF SOMEONE DOES NOT BELIEVE THIS NEWS TO BE TRUE THEY WILL BE BANISHED FROM PARADISE ' If a poor person gives out this news to other people his/her good wish Will come true. Sheikh Ahmed said if this is not true then my death will Be off a Non-Muslim.
The Prophet said 'KEEP FAST, DO PRAYERS, GIVE ZAKAAT AND GIVE KINDNESS TO THE POOR'

YUP. GOD BLESS YOU!

vintage love♥ ♥ ♥

10:12 pm

Friday, September 05, 2008

OHMYGOD! xinfinity

i just watched gossip girl season 2

i think nate's getting cuter by the episode. oh just look at him.
ish, subhanallah, aku puasa

oh. and chuck should have said those 3 words/8 letters. URGGGHHHHS.

why does he always have to be so ego.

i think blair looks nice with him and him only. not with marcus. asxjsadtshfdbdsjfhd

and now he's jealous but he doesn't want to confess. gahhhhhhs

but i like the jealous him. cos he looks vulnerable and sweet. especially the scene where he said "see you in school" (the scene above)

and dan ALWAYS appears at the wrong timings. don't you think so?

vintage love♥ ♥ ♥

2:26 pm

Tuesday, September 02, 2008

I desperately WANNA WATCH HANA YORI DANGO FINAL!

but the timings clash with buka puasa ):

watch with me, please

http://www.hanadan-final.jp/index.html

vintage love♥ ♥ ♥

11:37 am

Title: L O V E
(adapted from a chain mail)

I was walking around in a Target store, when I saw a Cashier hand this little boy some money back.The boy couldn't have been more than 5 or 6 years old.

The Cashier said, 'I'm sorry, but you don't have enough money to buy this doll.'

Then the little boy turned to the old woman next to him: ''Granny, are you sure I don't have enough money?''

The old lady replied: ''You know that you don't have enough money to buy this doll, my dear.''

Then she asked him to stay there for just 5 minutes while she went to look a round. She left quickly.

The little boy was still holding the doll in his hand.

Finally, I walked toward him and I asked him who he wished to give this doll to.

'It's the doll that my sister loved most and wanted so much for Christmas.She was sure that Santa Claus would bring it to her.'

I replied to him that maybe Santa Claus would bring it to her after all, and not to worry.

But he replied to me sadly. 'No, Santa Claus can't bring it to her where she is now. I have to give the doll to my mommy so that she can give it to my sister when she goes there.'

His eyes were so sad while saying this. 'My Sister has gone to be with God. Daddy says that Mommy is going to see God very soon too, so I thought that she could take the doll with her to give it to my sister.''

My heart nearly stopped.

The little boy looked up at me and said: 'I told daddy to tell mommy not to go yet. I need her to wait until I come back from the mall.'

Then he showed me a very nice photo of him where he was laughing. He then told me 'I want mommy to take my picture with her so she won't forget me.'

'I love my mommy and I wish she doesn't have to leave me, but daddy says that she has to go to be with my little sister.'

Then he looked again at the doll with sad eyes, very quietly.

I quickly reached for my wallet and said to the boy. 'Suppose we check again, just in case you do have enough money for the doll?''

'OK' he said, 'I hope I do have enough.' I added some of my money to his with out him seeing and we started to count it. There was enough for the doll and even some spare money.

The little boy said: 'Thank you God for giving me enough money!'

Then he looked at me and added, 'I asked last night before I went to sleep for God to make sure
I had enough money to buy this doll, so that mommy could give It to my sister. He heard me!''
'I also wanted to have enough money to buy a white rose for my mommy, but I didn't dare to ask God for too much. But He gave me enough to buy the doll and a white rose.''

'My mommy loves white roses.'

A few minutes later, the old lady returned and I left with my basket.
I finished my shopping in a totally different state from when I started.
I couldn't get the little boy out of my mind.

Then I remembered a local news paper article two days ago, which mentioned a drunk man in a truck, who hit a car occupied by a young woman and a little girl.

The little girl died right away, and the mother was left in a critical state. The family had to decide whether to pull the plug on the life-sustaining machine, because the young woman would not be able to recover from the coma.
Was this the family of the little boy?

Two days after this encounter with the little boy, I read in the news paper that the young woman had passed away.
I couldn't stop myself as I bought a bunch of white roses and I went to the funeral home where the body o f the young woman was exposed for people to see and make last wishes before her burial.
She was there, in her coffin, holding a beautiful white rose in her hand with the photo of the little boy and the doll placed over her chest.
I left the place, teary-eyed, feeling that my life had been changed for ever.. The love that the little boy had for his mother and his sister is still, to this day, hard to imagine.
And in a fraction of a second, a drunk driver had taken all this away from him.

vintage love♥ ♥ ♥

10:46 am

Monday, September 01, 2008

I tremendously enjoyed this week

the grocery-shopping with the girls, oh plus the durian eating at bk (how can i forget)
the baking over at my grandma's,
the teachers' day celebrations,
the hei sushi pig out date with the mj minahs, (even though we had to wait for hours, i still loved the food. oh and the bitching)
the ushering at the hari raya light up at the Malay Village (even though i was rather sore over the fact that i didnt get the mendaki award, i really loved the light up. not forgetting the up close and personal with the leads of cinta fitri. what a pleasure, i must say. ohno, the makciks are so gonna kill me for this)

HAHAHA. how lovely

anyways, MAY THIS RAMADHAN BE YOUR BEST EVER!

oh and i realised something random during terawih yesterday. this is my first ramadhan after a long long time without a boyfriend :D

vintage love♥ ♥ ♥

1:18 pm