when something's around us all the time, we fail to notice their presence.
i guess going to vj has made me realise what's really important to me.
ie, my friends , my family.
those are the two groups of people who give me a reason to live
because honestly, i think i no longer find joy in doing anything at all.
day by day, i dread going to school.
but then i remember, i'm doing this for my parents, for the people i love.
my pillar of strength in vj- Haryani.
even though she too, crumble at times, i guess we can relate very well to each other.
especially during our jogging sessions.
most of the times, we will talk about life and the choices we made so far- whether it was the right one.
but eventually, we will talk about all the great friends we've made so far, especially our secondary school ones, whom we took for granted.
but heys har, even if everyone deserts us, we still have each other.
oh and let's continue our routine of jogging to east coast and unwinding at the breakwater.
i think it helps even if it's temporary.
so just now, i met heyya, tiq and yuS
i guess i missed them alot, especially the times we spent together in mj.
but time has forced me to get over things.
even though they talk about life in mj now (out of which half the time i dont know what they're talking about), i dont mind listening.
cos they will laugh at the happy occurences at mj, and i'm more than happy to laugh along with them.
because one thing i miss the most is laughing. and i miss myself actually.
my high-on-life and enthu self.
i know i'm different now, but i'm still trying really hard to find myself.
but i guess i'll be fine even though i admit that i'm in a permanent state of depression.
life has to go on anyways.
I LOVE YOU,
