it's either my lucky/unlucky day today, depending on how u wish to see it from. on my way home, i had mats trying hard to get my number or trying to act friendly. mats from pasir ris and loyang and siglap and from god-knows-what school. like at the bus stop waiting for 8 to come, i had these two mats from god-knows-what school, discussing with each other about what to say to me. ALAMAK hello. just because i'm listening to music, it doesn't mean i can't hear you at all. then can stand beside me lagi. try harder dudes. thank god, the bus came at the nick of time. PHEW! because i swear, i wouldn't know how to face them. and then there were loyang guys who were trying to get my attention, but i pretended like as if i didn't hear them because of my music.
you know, when it comes to guys, i always have something to save me from them. because honestly, i really don't know how to face them. i can talk to you as a friend, but i wouldn't know what to say if you asked for my number. all the guys i know, got my number from someone else. i've never given my number to any guy, last i recalled. because i really don't know how to. and usually, if random guys message to kenal-kenal (in their mat language), i usually would avoid talking in malay. because i know they will get serious in their miang business. i'm not the kind of girl who likes to jump into relationships. i need time lah. but i can't run away from guys forever right?
seriously, i think i need someone to tutor me on how to face guys i feel pathetic