i thought i didnt wanna update but i feel so hurt i cant take it anymore i've been crying since but u dont know
u dont know how sad i am u dont know how hurt i felt when u didnt understand u dont know how much i yearn for you im sorry i didnt understand
but if things take a 180degrees turn aft this, im sorry im sorry i hurt you im sorry u didnt understand im sorry u had to listen to me whine im sorry for all the trouble i've caused
i always hoped u understood i really do and i am still hoping
retak menunggu belah tts how i feel
vintage love♥ ♥ ♥
4:48 pm
Monday, October 30, 2006
im thinking of buying a new phone the one i saw at toa payoh just now its uber nice and it has quite a no. of functions
okay we are so morbid today training dept i mean haha i love today's meeting <33
oh wait o's was okay i guess soalan pelik tapi apa nak buat nasib badan (: must get at least an a2 amin
vintage love♥ ♥ ♥
8:59 pm
Thursday, October 26, 2006
OH dee tld me to update so i shall ACTUALLY, i dont know what to write
yayy. i shall type my hari raya joke for you.
here it goes:
a group of insects decided to go jalan raya, milipede, butterfly, ants etc then dey decided to visit gajah, pasal diorang semua banyak dosa dengan si gajah.(ish ish ish) dah sampai pulak rumah gajah, semua insect dah masuk, cuma milipede je tak masuk-masuk. KENAPA? cos millipede banyak sangat kasut. so nak bukak lambat
YEAH! HAVE FUN PPL love me ALWAYS :))
vintage love♥ ♥ ♥
8:47 am
Monday, October 23, 2006
i shall make myself happy today since its the eve of hari raya ACTUALLY, i dont feel the spirit this year hatiku kekosongan tts what im feeling, really
I THINK I REALLY NEED A HUG anyone?
thanks ppl for cheering me up I LOVE YOU esp my loves in trng dept CAT, the psch girl DEE, the poser poly student ME, the sec sch kid yay
i shall post a joke
kalau orang terjatuh masuk longkang, dia bangun kata apa? ans: ADOII! sakit -.-" HAHAS!
SELAMAT HARI RAYA PPL! may u feel guilty all over for all yr sins HAHA! kay, i noe im mean
vintage love♥ ♥ ♥
10:11 am
Sunday, October 22, 2006
HAIS i feel sad guess im quite soft-hearted i cant see ppl being sad
so maybe im not gna post any joke today
dont worry abt me sometimes i feel invisible but who cares right
whatever i shld just shut up
vintage love♥ ♥ ♥
11:55 am
Thursday, October 19, 2006
OH today was quite a merepek day had TWO talks and first aid actually, we wanna watch history pageant but thought gay will be there so we went for the first aid thingy BUT dia takde MEREPEK could hv stayed in the hall and be sec2
WHATEVER pulling of ropes was tiring due to lack of manpower but aft tt, WE DID FACIAL IN THE TOILET! hahas thanks to SILIN's beauty products yes, i know im vain thankyou
HAIS i think these last few days of puasa are extremely challenging cos we hv TIRING stuff gg on and my throat was drying up at times, i just felt like buka-ing BUT luckily, GOD gave me the STRENGTH to persevere i hope i cn persevere for another4days AMIN
i shall post a joke TOMORROW kay
vintage love♥ ♥ ♥
5:32 pm
Wednesday, October 18, 2006
TODAY IS SUCH A TRAGIC DAY im hving heat exhaustion as a result of 6hours under the sun and i guess i'll be sick soon SHEESH and my iman was really tergoda' i was tempted to buka but i didnt THANK GOD
NVM
let's post one joke today courtesy of DEE!
what should you give a dog which has high fever? MUSTARD. because it goes well with a HOTDOG. AHAHAHAS
i LOVE posting dee's ULTRA LAME JOKES :))
and dee, dont worry, dia TAKKAN suka aku lahhs agaknye dia suka kau eh... SIAPA TAU
miang drew this :))
vintage love♥ ♥ ♥
10:03 pm
Tuesday, October 17, 2006
YET ANOTHER PROBLEM he is unhappy tt im gg for obs said he'll miss me but i'll MISS YOU TOO! rawr so i feel guilty he said i cld go but he sounded REALLY upset so now im contemplating
SHOULD I STAY or SHOULD I GO
vintage love♥ ♥ ♥
10:01 pm
i feel REALLY AWKWARD things dont feel right maybe its retribution i dont know just be normal cos aku sungguh janggal its like i feel tt im an alien amongst you people ARGGGHS I DONT WANT THIS FEELING TO RESIDE IN ME
DIYANAH! HELP!
vintage love♥ ♥ ♥
6:21 pm
Monday, October 16, 2006
MY RESULTS ARE SHIT! sheesh i shldnt think abt it pebble is so kind :)
anw, i shall enlighten myself w jokes
COUTESY OF DIYANAH, my mat!
1) What would u write on a dead robots' tombstone?
2) Ular apa tahu masak?
3) Why did Sam throw a butter out of his window?
4) When is a gun unemployed?
TRY SOLVING KAY
i give u the answers
SOON
1) rust in peace 2) ular senduk 3) because he wanted to see a butterfly 4) when it is FIRED! hahs
YAYY
vintage love♥ ♥ ♥
10:04 pm
Saturday, October 14, 2006
hello
i shall update today I HAVE HAFALAN TMR! rawr but i hvn started hafal-ing im dead kay my parents hv high expectations for me YA ALLAH tolonglah aku hais
ANW, pebble is so perasan but im also perasan so nvm HAHAS pebble, u shld be honoured kay cos i mentioned you in my post
MONDAY is results oh aku sangat mampus my malay is PRO right? hahas banyak la
i hope i wld be alright on monday cos i might breakdwn la especially if i screwed malay
so pebble, if u see me dao-ing you, tt means im sad bcos of my results kay but i shall be strong and control my emotions
BYE PEOPLE. dont miss me kay?
smile with me :))
vintage love♥ ♥ ♥
10:54 pm
Friday, October 13, 2006
i amSAD I HOPE THE GROUND OPENS UP AND EAT ME
bye world. may you never see me again
vintage love♥ ♥ ♥
3:44 pm
Thursday, October 12, 2006
Girl: Do i ever cross ur mind? Boy: No Girl: Do you like me? Boy: Not really Girl: Do you want me? Boy: No Girl: Would you cry if I left? Boy: No Girl: Would you live for me? Boy: No Girl: Would you do anything for me? Boy: No Girl: Choose--me or ur life Boy: my life
The girl runs away in shock and pain, andthe boyruns after her and says...
The reason you never cross my mind is because you're always on my mind. The reason why I don't like you is because I love you. The reason I don't want youis because I need you. The reason I wouldn't cry if you leftis because I would die if you left. The reason I wouldn't live for youis because I would die for you. The reason why I'm not willing to do anything foryou is because I would do everything for you. The reason I chose my lifeis because YOU ARE MY LIFE.
dont you think tt was sweet? NODS if only there was such a guy HAHS dream on syazwani
vintage love♥ ♥ ♥
2:10 pm
Wednesday, October 11, 2006
MY GOODNESS i am uber bored i had been online since forever maybe i shall bake some cookie or sth yeah but i hvn bought the ingredients nvm
i wanna go watch movie i swear i wld die anytime soon maybe i shld go watch tv or go out
he promised to follow me go bazar but he will surely bring his frens i dont like! nvm i shall go MYSELF im independent :))
vintage love♥ ♥ ♥
12:50 pm
Monday, October 09, 2006
WOOHOO exams are over so i shall revive my blog
YOU KNOW WHAT, i feel so aimless i dont know what to do cos during exam period, i wld be busy studying but since its over, i currently hv nth to do SIGHS nvm i shall sms sms sms until i get bored of it
anyways, im so scared of my results how? how? i dont feel relieved aft the paper just now sucks man
NVM i shall go solat terawih and go bazar aft tt YAYY anyone wants to join me? :))
vintage love♥ ♥ ♥
5:46 pm
Monday, October 02, 2006
MY BLOG WILL OFFICIALLY BE DECLARED DEADUNTIL FURTHER NOTICE
bye world. i miss all of you out there. especially my LOVES