♥A woman is never sexier than when she is comfortable in her clothes. -Vera Wang

Tuesday, November 30, 2004

Haiz.
Been reali tired aft camp
Didn sleep much actualie
Fine
Camp was wad i quite expected
All da yelling n stuff,
Dey r still playin inside my head

Hadta go skul juz now
Den had debrief
Shant elaborate or i'll juz burst once again
Maams i'm reali veri sori
We wun dissapoint u anymore
I noe we've not been doin reali well
But maams, we're trying veri hard
I noe tt sumtyms we veri slack
but we'll try 2 improve maams
We're reali veri sori maams
De debrief juz now,
made us realise our mistakes thus far
I noe we're not supposed 2 sae sori anymore
but i juz carn help it
We reali will try not 2 dissapoint u anymore
these words r said frm da bottom of my heart
I reali realised my mistakes
n will try 2 correct it

Maam Fadilah,
thx 4 ur postcard
it was quite touching
but we will try harder nxt tym

Squadmates,
Pls try not 2 dissapoint maams anymore
Dey've been trying veri hard all tis tym
So don let dem down anymore
Or their hearts will shatter once more
n we'll regret it
We muz try harder nxt tym
As maam swee eng said,
Follow wad maams sae
if u dun wanna get scolding
We muz try veri hard
coz nxt yr,
sec 1s cuming in
so we muz show dem
tt we deserve our title
as sec 2 maams
I'm veri sure u guys can do it!
Jia you!

vintage love♥ ♥ ♥

3:47 pm

Tuesday, November 23, 2004

My mom is weird man
U noe yesterdae i said i didn jln raye
Den i tld her
Guess wad?
She started scolding me
coz she said i 'sombong' which means stuck up
Haiyo~
I tot if i go den she wud not allow
coz de oth dae i jln raye cum hm late mahz
so i might as well not ask
Man
she's weird
Den she sae if got another 1 i muz go

Another ting
I'm gonna miz 2 daes of jln raye coz of camp
Wad de larz?
Den i ask my mom go another dae
den she was lyk
'Gd 4 u lar, hu tld u join NP?'
Wtf lah
Nvm
I muz show her tt i don regret joinin NP

Actualie planned 2 watch shutter
wid my pskool mate
Budden yesterdae dey tell us
tt got meeting 2dae
Sheesh man
Den muz cancel oredi
Feel so bad man *sighs*

Spend da whole of yesterday
Watchin SI videos
I found da 'Mustapha' 1 cute
Kept replayin it
Hahaz
Wonder hu'll bcum SI
It's ani1's game man
Muz vote 4 Taufik more okae ppl

vintage love♥ ♥ ♥

10:38 am

Monday, November 22, 2004

Didn feel lyk goin out 2dae even tho dey ajak me go jln raye
I reali don understand myself sumtyms
Ppl ajak juz go larz...
Dunno y larz..
Juz don haf da mood
Sori guys

Anyhoo
So i'm gonna rot at hm da whole dae
alone
Haiz
My bro went 2 tm wid his frens
n my sis at my grandmama's hse
so i'm all alone
Sianz

Feel lyk goin out
But dunno wanna go wid hu
Haiz
I'm utterly pathetic

Orh yar
Found de answer y i didn wanna follow dem
1. Haf got no mood
2. Dey will balik late so don tink my mom lyks it coz de oth dae i balik late oso
3. U guys didn gif sufficient notice -juz tell in da morning?
4. Don haf da mood coz camp is nearing
5. Feel lyk slacking
I'll go sum oth tym lah
Juz got no mood de

Was lyk invading ppl's blog
nuthin 2 do wad
was online for 5 hrs till now
C how sian i m
Sheesh
Sum1 rescue me!!!

vintage love♥ ♥ ♥

1:30 pm

Sunday, November 21, 2004

Hmph.. Okae. Hvn been updatin. Was quite pissed 4 a no. of daes.
But nvm. Let's juz put all tt behind. Actualie got many tings 2 rite bout.

1st:-
Hahaz.. We hadta salam -sumbody- wen we go jln raye de oth dae.
Shall not reveal hu but i guess u ppl noe hu lar.
Actualie she salam us coz she was de 1 hu kunjuk her hand 1st.
Orh, she was forced 2 actualie but i take tt as sincere larz

2nd:-
Soaking of firewood.
Hahaz. Got tt -sumbody- again.
But Maam Tricia n Maam Shermaine was da 1 hu taught me.
Hahaz.
1 of da maams [shall not reveal] was bugging us bout hu was 'apple' n 'cherry'
She found out hu's 'apple' frm another maam[shall not reveal oso]
But she dunno hu 'cherry' is .. Yay!
Orh yar..
Maams were oso figurin out hu 'sh' was but dey still dunno hu
Hahahaha
I'm evil..
I refused 2 tell dem larz coz i said it was betraying our squadmates
N maams were lyk 'wah!'
N dey were oso askin us hu we lyk[according 2 maams language it's owe]
But i nia tell..
Dey noe oredi larz i tink
But now, i'm liberated actualie
I don idolise ani1 anymore
Soaking of firewood was fun!~

3rd:-
Yay! I finally bought Haslina's b'dae prezzie.
Went out wid her aft training
Went 2 j8
She chose a sling bag at converse coz da op ones not so nice
It's veri nice larz.
Green n silver in clr...
Hope she'll use it soon
Orh yar..
N converse was havin a 50% sale tt tym so i was lyk crazi lar
So i oso bought a wallet as well 4 $9.45[so da actual price is $18.90]
It's so worth it lorz...
Don tink da sale ended lar
So if u peeps wanna go, hurry up go
Tink it ends on da 25th
So yar

4th:-
Taufik got in!
But olinda went out?
No fair1 Y sly don wanna go out?
Freak larz...
Nvm nvm...
Watched Selamat Pagi Singapura juz now coz dey were dere
Hahaz..
Gd luck 2 both of dem larz

5th:-
Did u guys buy manja?
Sitti's senior is da 1 hu took da pic wid Taufik!!!
Argh! I'm furious larz
Fine.. Muz maintain larz..
Shan't make da feeling take over me

Hrm... So tt's all i tink..
2dae's entry veri long larz..
But nvm..
Orh yar..
2 mi squadmates..
Gd luck 4 annual camp!
Shall owaes luv u guys!

vintage love♥ ♥ ♥

11:39 am

Wednesday, November 17, 2004

I don't tink I'll b able 2 stand tis journey any longer

I'm sori if my actions shall dissappoint any1

But i'm dissappointed myself

I carn take it anymore

Evrywhere i go,

People snap at me,

Give dirty luks

which juz makes my heart sink

n set me tinking

M i reali a nuisance in evry1's eyes?

Is my existence just plain useless?

If it does,

y m i even borned in2 tis world?

coz nobody ever cares weda i'm dead or alive

It doesn even make a difference weda i exist

It juz makes my heart bleed

Wad tis ppl do is juz add more bitterness 2 my life

I noe evry hates me bcoz of my temper

But i juz carn help it

Even if i try 2 b tolerant,

surely sum1 will try make me angry

carn tis ppl juz leave me alone?

Will they die if they dun get on my nerves?

I don understand it man

I realize tt life is unfair

Bcoz my life is unfair

I get picked 4 sumting i didn do

I get snapped at at sumting which isn my fault

Do i seem tt pathetic 2 u guys?

How worst can my life get?

I noe u guys will sae tt i'm juz self-centred

But wad can i do?

All tis while,

I'd been tinking of others interests

But no1 ever freakin cares

Dey even snap at my face

4 ur info,

I haf feelings

Even though i may b beaming

but my heart is certainly not beaming

Thank u 4 standin by my side all tis while

But now,

I carn take it anymore

I'm sorry

vintage love♥ ♥ ♥

1:50 pm

Tuesday, November 16, 2004

Yay!
3rd dae of Hari raya!
Haiz.. But carn go jln2 coz parents workin
Aniwe, let's take my mind off tt lar
Juz now we had safety 1st test
Simply smashing larz
I check my mom's highway code bk
n guess wad da bus bay is at 7.30-9.30
Stoopid me go n put 7-9
Fine..
Den we went 2 TP n watch Princess Diaries 2
Lemme c..
It's Filz, Sarah, Haslina n me lar go n watch
Actualie planned 2 go j8 but chg our minds
N we had da whole theatre 2 ourselves
so it's extremely quiet
n i was scaring Sarah bout wad will hpn if we were 2 watch Shutter alone
Hahaz.. Cute sarah was scared.. Nvm
Da film was nice larz i muz sae
Especially Prince Nicholas!
Omg!
His eyes! Totalie splendid man! *melts*
Wun 4get his face larz
But den y Princess Mia dun wanna marry him?
I xpected dem 2 marry each oth man
Haiz.. Nvm
Orh yar..
Shall go 4 a movie marathon nxt tym..
Any1 wants 2 follow??
Okae.. Anyways...
Aft tt went 2 eat at Banquet
We tried Korean food larz
Den clever me went 2 buy da spicy Korean Ramen
Haiyo~
I was totalie full aft tt tt i almost puked
N it was so spicy
Wahlao~ My stomach lyk heated up oredi ryte now
Den went hm...
Haiyo~ Saw ppl go jln raye..
So envy dem larz
Nvm.. Shall go jln raye wid my frens

*His eyes r totalie splendid*

vintage love♥ ♥ ♥

3:30 pm

Thursday, November 11, 2004

Hahaz.

It's Deepavali holidae 2dae larz

But juz don feel lyk ritin much

coz it's pathetically boring

Mayb will update aft hari raya where dere will b more stories

Aniwe, Filz

Love ya 2!~

N taildaters totalie rox!

Arghz!

Carn wait 4 SI 2nite larz

Will vote 4 Taufik again

coz da song he singing is nice larz

so yarh..

Carn wait larz

Wonder hu will go off tmr larz

Wadeva it is

Gd luck idols!~

vintage love♥ ♥ ♥

3:11 pm

Wednesday, November 10, 2004

Yay! Feel so tired larz.. Juz woke up frm sleep...
Training veri tiring mahz...
But nvm
NoW i feel more recharged
N i'm ready 2 sae tis...
HAPPY B'DAE MAAM KAMALIAH!!~
Juz now our squad quite slow so carn sing b'dae song
So now i juz wish u larz..
No more voice 2 sing liaohz

Orh yar
Thx ppl 4 taggin my board...
N yea..
Maam Kam..
I not gonna find ani larz
2 young de...
Ersian...
It's not gd assuming u noe
Coz i onli fell in luv juz once n broke up once
So yar
But aniwe thx loads
Since Ersian wished me hari raya veri warmly,
so i might as well wish evry1
SELAMAT HARI RAYA!~

Okae..
2dae's campcraft den we did reportin
okae larz
but i carn sae so fast!!!
Arghz!!
N oso da climb over da wall arhz
Haiyo~
I almost cried
coz i tot i cudn do it
But i did it!!
Yay! Woots~
Den we hadta squeeze
Wahlao! My legs arh
I swear it was gonna break sooner or later

Overall..
Okae larz
De maams damn nice
we stayed back n de maams tld us bout their xperiences
Haiyo~
Now i tink we will reali die 4 annual camp
At leaz i'm dead
But filz keep tellin me 2 luk at da brite sight
I'll try okae, my dear liberated sista
Hmm... r u reali liberated aft wad hpn juz now? *winks*
Shall not disturb her larz
Den aft tt we cleared 30 pumpings
so now we haf 270 larz
So yar...
Yay!~ [Hahaz. Slow reaction lar me]

vintage love♥ ♥ ♥

3:48 pm

Tuesday, November 09, 2004

Haiz. It's been lyk 4 daes since i updated.

Had been bz helpin my mom bake kueh raye, i shud sae

My bake hurts manx aft all da sittin down.

Don hafta go 2 skul 2dae

Tt's y i'm updatin coz nuthin 2 do

Yay! Gonna watch movie wid Haslina on da 16th

Carn wait larz...

Gonna buy her prezzie as well on tt dae

Yesterdae's trng was okae larz

Apart frm me alwaes bcumin da casualty 4 evacuation

It was nice larz but i so heavy lehz. Nvm

Drills...

We revised 4 3rd class drill n how 2 report n evryting

Okae larz. But my neck hurts coz dun haf break.

Den debrief den maam edith owaes call me sae wad i wanna sae

Oth ppl oso got tings 2 sae wad

Den got name tag

Den i went hm n slept until faathimah called n ajak me go playground

Den go larz

I veri kind mahz

Den play uno n tok tok tok bout skul

Den she n nurul tld me got sum1 vandalised sumting bout -him- n me

Lyk wtf? Nuthin 2 do izit?

But luckily tt ting gone oredi

if not...

I wud haf seen it n recognised da handwriting n killed da person

I mean lyk wad's up man?

Not happie izit? If not happie sae in front of me larz y need 2 publicise?

I noe u veri jealous ryte? But if -he- was da 1 hu wrote it,

I'm sori but i'm gonna hate him 4eva

Wadeva it is, it's over so i don gif a f***kin damn!

Ani1 wants him, juz go tell him!

I don care!

Don try 2 bother me coz it's not worth it u bitches!

U tried 2 break us up ryte?

R U HAPPY NOW TT WE BROKE UP?

Fuckin shit!

Better get da hell outta here b4 i slap ur blardy faces u bitch!

*sori tt i hurt ani1 but i didn specify any names so if u tink it's u, none of my business*

vintage love♥ ♥ ♥

10:06 am

Thursday, November 04, 2004

Hey! Man, my life is lyk utterly boring man.

I don even noe watta do 2 fill my tym.

Haiz.

Even if dey do, at least dun gif us so much hw lehz

It's juz so unfair. Dey tell us 2 rest den still make us stressed up.

Sheesh.

Hmm.. Da training yesterdae kinda rawked big tym manx!

We had drills 1st den de maams rawk larz.

Den Joanna planned tis game.. Hahaz

Veri fun larz. Muz claim back caili n evryting.

Lyk playin chess lyk tt.

Campcraft den we did orienteering

coz da sec 4s havin o's so dey didn wan us 2 make lotsa noise

was quite fun larz. Den maam fadilah tell us bout annual camp n stuff

Den aft tt we wanna clear punishments

We did da aries thingy on da floor n sang pathetic songs which weren farnia at all

Dey were pathetically lame.

We didn haf anymore ideas so we ask maams 2 decide 4 us

Den we had 2 do poledance n treat dem as pole

me n yati did on maam gauri

we didn do quite well coz we didn dare touch maam gauri larz

I mean lyk yar so we juz did da bimbotic actions wifout touchin her

We were larfin so hard tt i was cryin larz

den de nxt batch didn wanna do so we had 2 do lunches across da courtyard

Wahlao! My leg so damn cramp lorz. Until now it hurts

Den 4 da finale, we hadta do hentak at da courtyard n sing

so we sang raindrops n spongebob[lyk normal]

Den maams announce how much dey cut

I tot dey will cut lyk onli 100 coz we were so lame

But guess wad, dey cut 150

Woots~ Now we haf onli 350 left

Yay!

I go hm veri tired so i slept lyk until 4.30. Hahaz.

Damn shiok larz...

Hmm... Den went 4 terawih yesterdae nite n met da guys..

Dey neva chg man. Still da playful ppl. Hahaz.

Erm.. Carn wait 4 si 2dae. I wanna pon terawih 2dae larz

B bad!

...

vintage love♥ ♥ ♥

2:41 pm

Tuesday, November 02, 2004

I'm totalie bored ryte now
I tink i'll die of boredom anitym now
Dun hafta go 2 skul 2dae
so muz rot at hm
spend da whole morning rottin in front of tv
watching music videos bein played again n again
dere's nuthin interesting
wanna watch my VCDs
but i tink da ting's against me coz it's not workin
but it was workin wen my dad used it de oth dae
How nice!
N den of all daes 2 get a sore throat is wen i'm fasting
Sheesh manx
Orh yar
Haslina, Anne of Green Gables is indeed interesting
Juz got no mood 2 do hwk 2dae
Hope can go sembahyang terawih again 2dae
coz it wasn tt bad yesterdae coz i didn c any1
xcept 4 tt girl hu said out my name
i was shocked bcoz she's a junior of mine
but i dun reali noe her xcept tt i used 2 c her at skul
dunno wad she was up 2
n how da hell does she noe my name? *shrugs*
got training tmr
dunno weda it will go well
juz hope it will
coz da training yesterdae didn reali haf a gd start
shud persevere thru da rest of da dae larz
*Daes 2 hari raya-->12*

vintage love♥ ♥ ♥

2:02 pm

Monday, November 01, 2004

I'm so worn out
tt i almost puked n fainted during drills
But den wen maam gauri ask,
i tld her i was ok coz i c lyk our squad got so lil ppl
so yar
n oso she lyk so blardy cute n nice
so in oth words tryin 2 observe her
n yeah
i tink i'm fallin 4 her oredi
u shud ask banu
coz i was tokin bout her da whole tym on da way hm
haiz
i carn help it larz
it cums lyk naturally wad
so u carn possibly blame me ryte?
but den she reali soo nice okae
we were lyk larfin n u shud haf luk at her reaction
n she was lyk 'it's okae' wen filz said sorry wen she gaf wrong timing
i mean lyk oth maams dey will surely scold ryte?
but dhe didn..
ARGH!! SHE'S SOOO NICE!!!
I tink she'll b da nxt maam i'm gonna b crazi bout
shall wait n c larz...
but shall not 4get sec 4 maams *salutes*
-ehem- Hehe
N da bez of all...
We getta sit inside da tent!
Damn cool okae
coz da dae so hot den inside tent so nice n coolin
u guys shud try it
so tired lar tt i'm dozin off ryte now as i type
I almost wanna break my fast but tot of da consequences so yar
orh yar
da rainwater veri nice lar
go try it ayte?
*Oops! M i fallin 4 a new sum1 ryte now?*

vintage love♥ ♥ ♥

2:15 pm