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Friday, October 29, 2004
Shall make tis short.
1st dae of holidaes. *yawns*
Nuthin 2 do besides frm finishin hwk
feelin lonely n bored
read lyk more than 10 blogs
Maam shirlyn was so cute on da phone
I mean lyk reali!
Nooo! I'm NOT fallin 4 her
indeed
i'm tryin very hard 2 4get -her-
but it doesn mean tt i got no fragments of her
dun misunderstand wad i said
i'm juz crappin awae
startin 2 miz skul oredi
but it's okae
goin 2 skul on mondae!
meetin squadmates
lukin forward 4 hari raya
Nuthin else 2 blabber abt 2dae
coz my dae wasn properly coloured by ani1
****End****
~I'm tryin 2 4get tt i'm addicted 2 u~



vintage love♥ ♥ ♥
1:48 pm


Thursday, October 28, 2004
I'm tired of bein wad u wan me 2 b
feelin so faithless lost under da surface
i dunno wad u'r expecting of me
put under da pressure of walkin in ur shoes
evry step tt i take is another mistake 2 u

Carn u c tt u'r smothering me
holding 2 tightly
afraid 2 lose control
coz evryting tt u tot i wud b
has fallen apart ryte in front of u
evry step tt i take is another mistake 2 u
n evry second i brace is more than i can take

(Not bottom 40. Laz dae of skul. Laz dae of meetin frens. Laz dae of seein sec 4s. Carn take tis any longer!!)

*I'm tryin 2 4get tt i'm addicted 2 u*


vintage love♥ ♥ ♥
4:04 pm


Wednesday, October 27, 2004
Still so jealous of Sitti larz.. Haiz... Kaez.. Shud stop it larz... 2dae? Okae larz.. Apt getta play monkey bars.. Hahaz.. Veri nice but slippery... Orh yar.. Maams sae we hafta build up on our armpower.. Hahaz.. My armpower now reali sux.. Mayb coz of da exam break den i nia practise larz...

Aft temperature takin, we decided 2 play wid cards larz... 1st we played stress den we played IDIOT.. It's actualie a different version of heart attack.. Da cards were lyk mostly torn in2 pieces n terribly damaged coz we were fighting 4 da wild cards.. Hahaz.. Banu did da 1st forfeit.. She hafta 'swim' on da floor n sae 'i'm an idiot'.. Veh farnie larz...

Went 2 Cedar pri 4 dentist appointment.. Da ppl dere so darn TALL!! So envious larz... Okae.. Den da dentist was quite nice 2 me larz.. So she didn leave a bad impression of herself... Hahaz.. Lauren n Haslina got their tooth extracted.. Den Lauren was bleeding soo badly *pitiful smile*... Den she sae da dentist sae if it still continue bleeding, she carn do strenous exercises which means tt she dun need 2 go 4 training.. Wad? Aniwe, i hope da trainings wun b tt bad larz... Had da rsponsibility workshop den tt lady was owaes tokin 2 me lorz.. She even hugged me.. I feel so.. wierd man... Priya n Haslina were larfin at me... But tt lady veri nice, i muz sae... LOLX...

Did i mention tt 2dae is mrs lee's laz dae wid us? Yar.. Coz tmr she wun b seein us coz she wud b invigilating da bio prac at sum oth skuls.. N she said she was touched tt we gaf her da thankew note.. Hahaz.. She oso tld us 2 buck up n all tt crap n she was tellin us tt she attended a tok bout same sex relationship or affection or sumting lyk tt larz.. Quite interesting though.. Hahaz... Haslina was lyk lukin at me da whole tym.. Sheesh... I'm straight okae! Veri tired larz..

Orh yar.. Tmr gettin back our rasults... Hope wun b dissappointing but i'm veri sure it's dissappointing larz.. *cries* Coz tt tym wen hvn chg geog results, i got bottom 40 so most likely still da same coz Shazreen sae our claz got 10 of us in da bottom 40.. *sighs* Dunno how i wud face my parents... Sum1 plz help me!!! I need help reali badly!!!

*Evry step tt i take is another mistake 2 u*


vintage love♥ ♥ ♥
3:51 pm


Tuesday, October 26, 2004
Latest update!! Sitti is goin 4 Singapore Idol tis Thursdae!!! Wtf? Neva ask me along seh!! She was tellin me tt Taufik signed her senior's jacket!! N she hugged Taufik n took a pic!! Arghhh!! *breathes in n out* Fine.. Since she was goin, i tld her 2 take lotsa pix of Taufik n get his autograph.. Hopefully, she meets Taufik larz... All da bez sitti!! Maam Kam is gonna b even madder than me if she noes bout tis~ *breathes in n out* Carn breathe!!!~

Nyeh~ Created blog 4 my sista larz.. Not as nice as mine larz but shall help her chg ltr... She damn problemetic canz? Ask her wad she wan den carn make up mind *frust* Kaez.. Nia mind.. Shall 4get bout it larz...

Had apt den we quite late 4 assembly coz dey assembled at da clazrm block so veh early larz... Den received letta frm Zalifa!! Omg! She praise me n all lorz, so sweet.. Hahaz... She veh nice larz.. So if any1 connected 2 Zalifa is reading tis, i muz sae tt she's cute n her handwritin soo nice can? Mine was worst than hers larz.. Den go n reply her letta n found out soo many tings bout her frm Haslina larz.. Lyk how she was similar 2 me *winks*... Okae.. Wonder wad she'll reply back.. But wadever it is, it's a pleasure 2 meet u n concentrate on studies kaes? All da bez 4 exams!!

Den slack for 3 whole periods b4 recess.. Aft recess, got da graciousness workshop.. Lyk soo boring canz? I almost slept but i didn, juz 2 b polite... Da speaker tok lyk so soft.. We carn even hear wad she sayin.. Sheesh.. But she quite chio lar.. LOLX

Tt's all larz.. 2dae veh draggy n boring larz.. Tt were de onli tings i did beside frm chattin wid ezyan n she was buggin me 4 da convo... Didn gif in larz until she gif up on me. LOLX.

Erm.. Yesterdae!! Was larfin my heart's out coz maam kam's reaction so darn farnie n she was darn jealous larz.. Read her od coz was sure tt she was gonna rite on tt ting... She was soo jealous.. I understood larz even though it's a bit confusing... Hahaha.. I'm still larfin.. Okae.. Shud stop it ayte? Dunno how maam kam will react if she noes bout da latest news... *closes eyes* Okae.. B4 i burst anymore, shall end ere~

*I'm tryin 2 4get tt i'm addicted 2 u*


vintage love♥ ♥ ♥
4:34 pm


Monday, October 25, 2004
Omg! I saw Aizat yesterdae!!! Lalala~ He luk soo cute but.. he grew taller*envy* Haiz. Okae. If u guys r wonderin hu he is.. He's sum1 larz tt onli sitti noes larz.. *winks* Okae.. Dun reali haf an affection 4 him.. Juz tt i lyk his luks coz veh CUTE! Erm.. Fine.. I'm nuts larz..

Nyeh~ Yesterdae i had madrasah exam.. Omg!! Ustaz!!! He sangat evil manx! Ppl trying 2 hafal den he make fun.. Haiyo~ I was larfin awae instead of hafal-ing.. -grr- Sitti, if we dun do well 4 hafalan, we ask him 4 marks okae? Lolx.. It's reali veh farnie larz but den he make fun wen we readin so abit wad larz.. We bcum more nervous coz carn recall back where we ended our surah mahz.. Haiz.. Den our arab ustazah hu was oso testin was larfin awae.. She luk soo sweet larz coz she veh kind larz... At leaz better than ustaz salam.. Den de guys arh, lyk 'crocodile' man... Lyk nia c girls b4.. Summore dey so noisy.. Haiz... Hadis paper, i juz tikam-tikam coz dey ask until so chimp larz n oso wen i study nuthin got in2 my head so yarh..

Orh yar.. Sitti's senior.. -grr- She met Taufik!! Arghz! N taufik ask her weda she puase coz he sae if nia puase cannot hari raye... N she didn haf tix n can juz go inside coz she met olinda's mum? Lyk wad de? Lyk tt i oso wan!!! Haiz.. Better control myself b4 i start burstin... Den yesterdae wanna go 2 wheelock place 2 meet dem but got madrasah exam.. Haiz....

2dae, no highlights arh coz muz stay at hm mahz... It was raining cats n dogs wen i woke up n i tot it was oredi 10 but it was onli 9 so i read my novel.. Yadyadya... Yea.. Nuthin special 2dae larz... Okae larz...

*I'm tryin 2 4get tt i'm addicted 2 u*



vintage love♥ ♥ ♥
1:50 pm


Saturday, October 23, 2004
Erm.. So long nia mind update.. No, wait... It's onli 1 dae tt i didn update coz reali didn haf da mood larz.. Haiz.. Hmm... 2dae? My mood okae larz.. Average de...

Woke up quite late larz since no parade mahz *phew*.. LOLX... Actualie, i lyk parades larz but den now we fasting so if got parade a bit torturous larz.... Okie... Den no parade until 30th arhz... But den got training on 1,3,5,10,12,17 n 19 of nov which is okae larz.. Even better coz no need 2 sit at hm mahz.. Dun lyk it at hm coz veh boring larz.. Nothing 2 do besides frm rotting in front of da comp larz... Haiz...

Okae.. Den went 2 shop 4 baju raya at Geylang larz.. Hoping 2 not c any1 i noe larz but i saw Dalilah, sitti's niece at First Lady.. Den picked a veh nice baju kebaya wifout ani difficulties.. It's violet in colour larz.. juz bought 1 in case my grandmama wanna go shopping wid us again larz.... Den we walk walk walk.. Not so many ppl yet arh coz i went lyk at 12 so yarh... Den went hm n guess wad.. Syik's car was lyk juz bside mine.. Was veh surprised larz but dhe didn c me coz i sit at de oth side of da car.. Den msg her n she said it was her.. So yarh...

Went hm n try da baju kebaye.. Fitted quite well larz... Den was darn tired den slept until lyk 5.30.. Wow! Did my sci coz haslina reminded me mahz.. I noe, i got stml.. Haiyo~ But den i carn go in2 e-campus larz.. Dunno weda it's due 2 my comp or wad larz.. So yarh... Aniwe, Maia got out!!! Yay! I find her quite bimbotic coz she dance n all tt lyk soo.. Yucks! N aniwe, da way Taufik sang 'yea' veh funny larz but he still got it... Okae... Tt's all larz.. Tmr i got my madrasah exam but i still hvn hafal all da surah yet except 4 da hadis larz.. Man! I'm such a slacker.. My parents will surely kill me if dey rmb tt i got exam tmr.. So yarh! Wish me all da bez ppl! N syikin, of coz i'm happie nowadaes but not mostly coz of da msg larz.. I'm not tt despo okae... I'm juz happie larz.. Erm, okae.. Tt's all larz...

P.S. U guys can go inside ur e-campus? If u download da sci powerpoint can e-mail me? Thx


vintage love♥ ♥ ♥
8:24 pm


Thursday, October 21, 2004
Lalala~ HARLO PEEPS!

Hmm.. Shud not larf no more... 2 much larfin oredi.. Shall tell u ltr.. Neway, 2dae wuz quite normal larz, apart frm all da larfin n all... Hmm.. Had APT den had da PAL thingy bout smoking.. Found it quite okae larz.. Haiz.. But it's lyk a bit boring coz they had been lyk repeatin da same old ting since we were lyk in pri skul.. I mean lyk we ged it okae! Coz sum ppl mite b tempted 2 try it coz dey r curious coz da same msg n consequences of smoking r repeated again n again n again.. Neway, sum pri skul ppl start smoking oredi lorz.. Sum of my smaller sista's fren smoke n dey r lyk GIRLS n dey r juz 11 yrs old u noe.. Sheesh.. Dunno wad da ppl nowadaes r turning in2... But my sis dun smoke lar.. Duh! I mean lyk she's a prefect n evryting n she dun quite lyk tt company of girls coz dey r all minahs... I noe dem larz.. N i oso find dem quite bimbotic...

Kaes... De ting wuz lyk da whole 3 periods b4 recess larz.. Aniwe, we gonna haf it again tmr so yar.. Haiz.. Ermm.. Den we had lyk recess den had da 'MOE maths mean exam' or sumting lyk tt larz.. Wow! it was reali mean okie! Sum question quite ezi arhz but sum r lyk veh tough.. Erm.. Mayb it's lyk onli tough 4 me larz coz my maths lyk slacking oredi... N da invigilator was exactly lyk MRS NOELINE LEE lorz... Cum inside claz den HE wuz lyk.. Girls, pick up da litter on da floor n evryting.. N wen we were doin our paper he was lyk '2 gd girls skul arhz, cedar n anglo chinese girls set a bad impression bcoz da clazrm not clean' Evry1 was lyk grinning awae coz he sounded exactly lyk mrs lee larz.. Dunno weda tt was her husband or sumting coz my dear partner or shud i sae, ex-partner said tt his name on da envelope luk lyk MR LEE... Omg1 It's lyk soo unbelievable.. Mayb he is her husband.. Erm.. Hu noes?!

Den aft da exam was where all da sorrows n happiness came... Okie, i mean we got our results back 2 check weda it was ryte.. Den lyk i was da bottom 40 in da level canz? Wad da hell lorz.. Den it's lyk dey rite F9 for my geog wen i got lyk B3.. Wtf lorz! Was darn pissed n sad at da same tym coz i studied reali hard n tis is my end-product? I dun tink it's correct larz, i mean da level n evryting... Hope wen dey corrected da marks, it wud b no more dissappointing 4 me... Coz it's lyk dun blief it lorz i got lyk 60% n get bottom 40 den mid-yr, i got 60.1% n didn even get bottom 100 lorz.. Wow! Tis ppl muz reali b bright sparks coz juz bcum clever lyk in such a short tym *envy*... My parents wud b reali dissappointed if i get lyk da bottom 40 in da level.. Hopefully i wun larz.. Tmr we checkin da results again.. Haiz.. *shuts eyes*

Lalalal~ Den tis ish where all da fun started.. Hahaz... Ops! I'm larfin again.. But nia mind... Okaes.. Priya n Haslina r owaes lyk fighting ryte? So juz now dey were fighting again.. Priya started callin Haslina chicken coz she wore a jacket n haslina called her hippo... Hahaz.. Den Priya started 2 flap her hands n pretendin 2 act lyk a chicken.. I was larfin lyk mad lorz n was practically rolling on da floor n crying lorz.. It was reali veh veh funny larz... Dey started sayin tings bout each oth which were reali very amusing.. I caught all da action coz i'm lyk kinda sandwiched btwn dem larz... Harz... N now, my stomach hurts n i lost my voice bcoz of all da larfin.. Carn control it lorz.. It was juz 2 funny.. Even Nida hu was totalie engrossed in her bk larf along coz reali farnie larz n she was lyk larfin at me as well 4 rollin on da floor.. Hahaz.. Reali veh farnie larz... Dunno weda dey'll continue again tmr.. Hmm, let's c.. Hope tt my tummy wun burst larz...

Hmm... Den aft skul liaohz n went 2 toilet n yati dey all were lyk spiking their hair larz.. Hm,.. Den went outta toilet n haslina n priya were still fighting n haslina carried priya's back.. Wonder if priya got her bag back... Erm.. N den Celestine wuz lyk callin me n tellin me tt dey wanna put me in2 floorball but cudn find me or sumting coz muz gif da names 2 sec 3 maams by aftnoon apt... Den she said tt it was wasted larz... Hmm.. Was lyk veri touched lorz coz at leaz dey felt my existence... N she said tanisha took joined instead.. Didn reali mind larz.. Coz dey will surely do their bez larz n bring glory 2 our skul, well at leaz our squad larz...

Okie... Guess i'll end ere larz coz i on da comp since i came hm lyk at 2.30 n now it's 3.45 so yarh.. Byebye luv *whistling da tune of tt piece*... LOLX...


vintage love♥ ♥ ♥
3:08 pm


Wednesday, October 20, 2004
Harlo ppl!!

Haiz.. Dunno y i feel so sleepy 2dae larz.. Mayb coz my mom nia allow me sleep aft sahur larz.. Haiz.. Went 2 skul lyk chao early 2dae n lyk wen i came, no1 wuz around.. So veh bored larz n decided 2 play wid mi phone n started takin photos of da whiteboard larz..*hints* Kayz.. Decided 2 sleep but my frens came so decided not larz.. Den i wuz yacking awae larz, as usual... Went 4 apt aft givin da lettas 2 haslina n yati larz.. Hahaz...

Hmm.. Apt wuz okae larz.. Was lyk normal, pumpings n drills.. Yea.. Didn getta do standard pumpings 4 all 35 coz got muscle cramps larz.. Haiz.. Orh yarh.. Neway, so long we nia do twinkles.. Mayb bcoz of da tym constraint coz we reali muz brush up on our drills larz.. *sighs*
Went 2 line up at courtyard n Ms Chng wuz lyk 'y u all juz cum?' n she answered her question herself.. Hahaz.. She soo blur but veh cute larz... *smiles*

Went back 2 claz aft tt n slacked in dere 4 lyk 1 period coz da history ppl takin their results at theatrette so we carn possibly fit in dere so yarh... Den 8.30, dey went 2 take da yr bks n newslettas!!! Arghzz!! So excited canz?! Den on da way 2 da hall den we saw ms zhou n sir chin 2geda.. Omg! Dey luk so HOT 2geda okae.. It's lyk as if dey r couples but dey juz close frenz lar i suppose.. Okae.. den muz sit thru da cca talk ferst larz b4 gettin da stuff.. HAIZ... Finally, i managed 2 survibe thru da tok n we got our yr bks!! Arghzzzz!!! But took mi tym 2 luk at it arhz.. Managed 2 start frm da beginning 2 de end n not jump 2 da claz photos larz.. Hahz.. Yes!~ Veh nice larz... *smiles* Except tt my photo darn ugly canz?! Sheesh.. But nia mind.. Oth ppl's photos veh nice larz.. Dotz...

Den had lyk 1 hr plus of recess so took da opportunity 2 luk at da yr bk larz... N aft tt watch movie.. again.. I mean lyk it's quite boring if we lyk watch movies evrydae lorz.. Y dun dey haf sum oth activities? Aft movies, we had tis tok bout girls' rites n it was by Southeast CDC larz.. Den got da film n Kim Wakerman acted in it.. Lyk yucks! She's such a bimbo okae? Sheesh... Lalalala~ De tok was okae larz coz da speakers all veh kewl!

Den wuz tym 2 go hm n Shazreen n i decided 2 go TP coz wanna return our library bks larz n oso i wanna borrow sum bks larz coz yar.. Nowadaes veh boring so i read more bks... Den we went shopping larz n went 2 popular n did our normal stuff.. Lolx.. U noe wad i mean by our normal stuff larz.... Den went hm n guess wad i miz my stop by onli 3 metres or so coz i slept in da bus n Shazreen didn wake me up.. Sheesh.. Veh nice fren... But.. No hard feelings... Neway, lucky ting it didn go 2 Tampines yet or else i hafta make a BIG detour back manx n waste my tym... Haiz.. Veh nice dae i haf ere larz..

Den went hm n still veh sleepy larz... Den my mom came hm n she was lyk 'Guess wad, i bought a new phone'.. I didn even blief her lorz until she got da boz out.. I was lyk sooo SHOCKED lorz coz she claimed tt she wun chg her phone.. But now she has 2 phones larz.. Haiz.. It's a SIEMENS phone larz.. veh nice coz i lyk da colour but it's noy reali user-frenly larz... My phone still rox manx!1 But nia mind.. Mayb she'll let me use her new phone 1 dae.. *thick-skinned*
Okaes.. Nia mind.

Hmm... Orh yarh.. Da sec 4s takin their chem prac tmr so wanna wish dem ALL DA BEZ MANX!! N juz lyk 2 sae a few more words b4 i end.. U GUYS RAWK!!! Woots~

**********************************END!!!***************************************


vintage love♥ ♥ ♥
8:58 pm


Tuesday, October 19, 2004
Allo! Comment ca va? .. LOLX.. Dunno y larz 2dae feel so happie.. *grins* Erm.. Wad did we do 2dae arh? *recalls evryting we did 2dae* Orh yar.. 2dae da 1st dae i fasting.. Yay! So i onli owe 4 daes puase!! Lalalala~

Hmm... Orh yar.. Haf apt larz.. Aiyoyo~ Lyk normal larz, u noe wad i mean.. Got cramps on both my arms coz soo long nia do newspaper crushing larz... Den was sweating lyk a pig larz... Hahaz.. Aft tt, we went 2 watch movie again.. Yay!! We watched da continuation of Flinstones n da 'After school' show which is acted by Jacelyn Tay or shud i call her Maam Jacelyn Tay.. Kayz.. Nia mind.. Juz crappin awae larz.. Kakaka.. Omg! Den got 1 part of da show where got da stabbings n evryting.. I was lyk shouting larz.. But no1 can fight Filz lar... She shouted lyk darn loud can? I mean not exactly shout arhz.. It's lyk.. shriek? I dunno.. Coz it's veh bloody n evryting *squirms*...

Recess tym!!! Nyeh~ Didn do anyting durin recess larz.. But den follow sarah 2 office coz she wanna gif fees n i waited outside.. I was lyk standing dere n suddenly i heard maam kam's voice n i quickly went 2 hide larz... Hahaz... Her voice was quite loud n obviously i recognise her voice ayte? Hmmm...

Went back 2 claz n aft tt went 2 sports hall 2 get da rest of our papers which is sci, lit n geog larz.. Did quite okae 4 all larz... *phew* Quite happie as compared 2 yesterdae's result larz... Den went back 2 claz n was lyk packing my stuff wen suddenly Sharron was lyk 'hey, i erase da msg on da board arhz?' I was lyk 'huh?' coz i dunno wad she tokin mahz coz i carn b bothered 2 luk at da board coz full of rubbish.. Den glanced at da board n got da shock of mi life manx! My heart lyk skip sum beats can? Den i shouted larz.. Normal reaction mahz... Lalala~ Was darn happie larz... 2 tt person, thx 4 makin my dae.. U shud noe hu u r n i shud not publicise it larz... Showed Banu wen she went in2 da claz n she was lyk darn jealous larz.. Hahaha.. Kayz.. Noe tt i veh evil larz.. Neway, banu, veh sori... My frens read da msg n was lyk askin me y i wanna do a maths paper n i was lyk larfin awae.. Lyk helo! I not tt clever okae 2 do a maths paper.. I mean lyk i carn even do my own maths paper... Sheesh..

Hmm.. Den yiying n sarah started shoutin -her- name... Luckily, aft we checked, she wasn dere.. If not arhz, will b damn maluating larz.. So sori larz... Went 2 french n sarah n haslina didn go.. So sad larz.. Feel so lonely.. We watched tis french movie called 'Tais-toi!' which means shut up larz.. It's veh funny larz.. But i juz carn concentrate coz it was lyk so blardy cold in de air-con rm n it's raining outside.. n i had a throbbing headache.. Sheesh.. Was released lyk at 6 as soon as da movie ends larz... Yay! N 2dae is lyk da laz dae of French 4 tis yr.. woots! okok.. Hmm.. My dad pick me up n reached hm juz in tym 4 break fast larz...

Den yar larz.. Ere i m.. Nia go terawih larz coz didn haf mood... Luk how lazi i m... i nia even go 4 terawih even once tis yr lorz.. Haiz... Erm... shall end ere larz.. Wanna reply Haslina's n Yati's lettas... -brr- It's soo cold... All da bez 4 da ppl gettin their history results tmr ayte?! Okie.. Bonne nuit!


vintage love♥ ♥ ♥
8:07 pm


Monday, October 18, 2004
Argghhhhzzzzzz!!!

Can i lyk cry my hearts out?! My results were sooo dissappointing.. Aft all da hard work!!! I mean not all larz... My maths wuz da most dissappointing larz.. I got lyk a freakin 49... 1 more mark can pass lorz.. N oso i shud haf done e stem n leaf question so i wud get lyk tt 5 marks so i can get 54!!! Arghzzz!!! *sniffs* At leaz 54 better than FAIL ryte? Hope dey count ca marks so at leaz mayb i wun fail.. But my sci!!! Arghz!! Carn count my ca coz failed my sci ca!!!

I'm terribly HOPELESS canz?! Argh! Feel lyk killin myself but i'm still in da ryte state of mind.. So yar.. Wun ever try 2 do tt.. It's a stoopid ting aniwe n it's a CRIME... Sheesh.. My eyes r lyk so damn RED aft all da crying.. I feel sooo stoopid manx.... *tears trickling down mi cheeks*

Lucky ting tt i maintained an A2 for malay... My mom wud kill me if i've gotten B... Life is reali lyk a roller-coaster ride man.. U wun noe when dere will b ups n downs... Haiz... Aniwe... Wanna tok bout apt tis morning.. It's sooo life-threatening okae? I was lyk breathless when i went back 2 claz.. OMG... Cudn breathe properly n onli recovered lyk aft flag-raising ceremony...

Haiz.. Veh nice dae i haf ere... *sighs* Neway, we watched skul of rock n Flinstones Viva Rock Vegas.. N it sorta helped me a bit coz it kinda cheered me up even though i oredi watched both of dem larz... Den pass papers 2 maam kam n went 2 J8 wid Sarah... N took neoprints... I'm broke ryte now.. Shall demand my mom for 2 wks' allowance.. Wad seh.. She nia gimme money juz bcoz fasting month.. I mean lyk u can use money 2 buy oth tings ryte? Dun tell me tt i eat 24/7... I oso use my money 4 oth purposes larz...

Feel sooo depressed ryte now... So dissappointed in myself.. Dunno wad my parents reaction wud b larz.. Neway, tld my grandma bout mi results den she was lyk 'arh, so sayang... 1 mark onli'.. Haiz.. Watta do.. Wad's done carn b undone larz so i better stop b4 i start cryin again.. HAIZ.. Gettin back my sci, geog n lit tmr.. Wonder how it'll b lyk.. Mdm Azizan sae got failures 4 geog.. Arghhzzz!! Dun wanna fail!!! Or else i'll b depressed all over again... Dun wanna dissappoint my parents larz... Wanna end ere larz.. Dun weda will update again ltr.. Okies~ Bye...



vintage love♥ ♥ ♥
4:24 pm


Sunday, October 17, 2004
Lalalala~ Yahoooo!! Finally, we goin back 2 skul tmr... Rawks man! But dunno how i will face apt tmr.. Sure die larz.. Kena scolded lyk mad... Neway, tmr oso dere will b NO sec 4s.. *sighs* But luk at da brite side manx! Gonna meet frens tmr.. Yay! Carn wait larz..

Hmm.. 2dae.. Woke up lyk 9 plus larz... My mom was tidyin up my sis mess in my rm.. Moron larz she! End up, i get scolded by my mom 4 nuthin.. Kebab lar she... Den i juz continue 2 tidy up my rm since i was alone wid my mom at hm coz my bro n sis went 4 madrasah n my dad went 2 send dem.. So yarh.. Took veh long tym 2 tidy up da rm coz veh veh messy larz.. Haiz.. Hahaz..

Den go n bathe n my dad came hm wen i was in da toilet.. Den he started scoldin me frm outside n started sayin tt i veh lazi coz i muz haf woken up veh late.. Lyk wad de hell larz?! I wake up den straigght awae tidy up my rm lehz... Luckily it's fasting month so i juz kept my mouth shut n let my mom do da tokin.. Sheesh kebab siaz...

Went 4 madrasah.. Lalalala~ Not so fun larz.. Den luk at Sitti's geog notes n was so amazed.. Sec 4 work manz! Den i was of sum help 2 her n xplained 2 her da weathering n stuff.. Yay! All thx 2 my frens tt i managed 2 understand geog man.. Thanks 2 all da beautiful ppl!!! Hahaz..

Went hm aft tt.. Den watch asia hitlist coz so long nia watch mtv.. Guess wad? Usher no.1 wid Confessions part 2.. Da music video veh sad wen da girl go n slap him.. Aww.. Den watch Taildate on mtv.. Da Robert guy darn HOT!!! OMG!~

Den yarh larz.. Nuthin much hpn 2dae coz it's a sundae... Carn wait 4 tmr ayte? Hmm... Hope my results wud not b soo bad coz it will spoil my gud mood larz... So.. Yea.. End!!~

P.S. All da bez ppl 4 ur results... N yarh, thankew 2 all da ppl hu encouraged me all tis while... Reali appreciate it...


vintage love♥ ♥ ♥
8:34 pm


Saturday, October 16, 2004
Well yea... 2dae is lyk grad dae *cries*. Sheesh.. Dunno how it'll feel wifout da sec 4s in skul.. It'll b lyk onli three-quarter of da courtyard filled.. *brimmin tears* Arghzzz! It wud b sooo weird manx.. Okae.. Fine! I shall cut out my self-pity part larz.. Shall move on coz it's not de end of mi life... Well, not yet i suppose..

Hahaha.. 2dae i woke up veh late lorz.. At lyk almost 10.. Den went in2 bathrm n went out lyk at 11.. My bro was lyk shouting frm otside coz he wanna use da bathrm.. Lyk wad de?! Wad's his prob aniwe.. He was lyk sittin n wathin tv when i went in2 da bathrm so i tot it was a gd tym 2 bathe mahz.. Sheesh.. Den he bathe lyk darn fast lorz.. Juz carn bathe so fast larz.. Dunno y...

Den watch tv.. De shows r lyk quite boring den i flipped 2 mtv n guess wad.. Dey were showin bout da Artist of da Month.. N guess hu it is tis mth?? It's----> Usher!! Hoots~ Maam Kam will get mad if she sees tis.. Hahaz.. I got so many frens hu lyk fans of Usher.. Sheesh... I was watchin n watchin larz.. N it was quite interesting i muz sae.. coz dey featured all his music videos n evryting larz...

Den went 4 tuition larz... N got back da pic frm Ezyan.. Hoots!~ All coz i threatened her n evryting... Hahaz.. N she ask me a favour so yarh, finally got it back larz.. Veh difficult larz tis Ezyan... U guys better stay awae frm her manx.. *grins* N den my teacher saw tt pic n she wanna c n u noe wad ezyan said? Orh, Syazwani is a lesbian coz she lyk tis gurl.. I was lyk damn angry can?! Hey! Gurl! If u hpn 2 read tis.. I juz wanna tell u tt da definition of lyk is totalie different frm da definition of luv okae, in case u dunno how 2 differentiate.. Sheesh...Nxt ting Ezyan did was she started readin all my msgs.. As in as in ALL.. Wait.. Xcept for 1 folder tt i didn let her read larz coz it's darn bloody personal.. Lauren shud noe wad i mean... Aiyohz~ Tt Ezyan arhz... I mean lyk it's mi private ting so u carn read it, lyk duh! Sheesh.. Sum ppl juz dun get it manx...

Durin English tuition den our teacher started chattin wid us n ezyan started tellin my teacher crap bout me.. I mean lyk dey r all not true at all.. Dey were lyk sayin i got boyfren wid 1 of da guys in sec 2.. Lyk wad de? I dun even noe him!! Wait.. I noe him.. It's juz tt i've neva tok 2 him so which means tt i dunno him.. Kayz.. Den she started tellin me tt she gave tt guy my email add.. I wuz okae wid tt.. Den she tld me tt she gaf him my HOME no... Lyk wad de hell?! Hey! I'm in a girls skul okae so i dun haf ani reasons 2 tok 2 guys.. Wad if mi mom pick up da phone? Sheesh.. At leaz if she gif mi hp no. it's still okae but not reali nice coz she didn haf MY permission.. Sheesh.. Fine! I'm sooo mad at her manx!! But nia mind.. I wun b goin 4 tuition dere nxt yr so.. Phew!!

Haiz.. Neway.. Jerry went out!! Yay! Taufik was lyk so great lorz.. Rawk on!! Haiyo.. Juz rmb bout syik's letta.. Tis is 4 Syik:-
Cinta adalah sesuatu yang telah dianugerahkan kepada kita daripada Tuhan. Setiap makhluk akan dapat merasai perasaan yang suci itu.. Tidak guna jika kamu cuba melarikan diri daripada perasaan itu kerana akhirnya, pada suatu hari, kamu akan lemas dalam lautan cinta itu. Tetapi ingat, janganlah kamu berputus asa dalam mencari cinta yang suci... *smiles*

Hahaha.. Syik.. Did u enjoy tt?? Lolx.. I wrote it myself u noe so.. U better appreciate it arhz.. Kay larz.. Wanna end ere coz muz do sumting else... Au revoir!~



vintage love♥ ♥ ♥
7:52 pm


Friday, October 15, 2004
Harlo ppl! I'm so energetic 2dae since i 'on holidae' instead of fasting... Wahaha.. Whee~ Kayz.. 2dae arhz, 1st dae of da fasting month larz.. Hoots~ Lukin 4ward 2 hari raye larz.. Yay! But den arh, still beginnin of Ramadhan so yarh, wait long long larz... Neway, wud lyk 2 clarify 2 maam kam.. I SUCK larz n i'm sure it's a known fact larz.. *nods head* Aiyoh, so full man even though i ate veh lil.. Sheesh... Fine..

Let's tok bout 2dae.. I woke at lyk 4.30 den switch on my phone n received a msg frm Sarah.. Damn touched lorz.. She took e initiative 2 wish me... Haiz *melts*.. Thx Sarah!!! Lurve ya loads! Neway, den finished my novel n den slept lyk around 7.. Woke up at 9 but felt lyk sleepin summore but decided not 2 coz i will surely haf a throbbing headache if i continue sleepin so got up.. Blablabla... Den read novel again n decided 2 reply da letters i owe.. Sheesh. I noe it had been veh long larz but so sori guys juz reply now coz it's mi onli free tym aft exams n i tak sampai hati wanna keep longer...

Aft tt, watch tv but da shows all so boring so decided 2 sleep arhz.. N it was lyk 4 o'clock wen i woke up.. Yawn!!! Den my grandmama tld me 2 wash up n pack my stuff coz wanna go hm oredi larz.. N she offered me sum food but i declined coz she puase wad so how can i accept.. Lyk thick-skin lyk tt.. So went hm... Didn c ani1 i noe larz... Den buka puase.. Ate veh lil larz... But still so full.. Sheesh.. Kayz.. Nia mind.. Lukin 4ward 2 puase coz i wanna feel da feelin of puase-ing again.. Yay!

Nothin interesting 2dae coz puase mahz.. So yarh.. Orh yar.. Yesterdae we went 2 j8 b4 french n guess wad? We went 2 popular n scribbled all dose stuff.. But den not obvious arhz coz e pens over dere not as nice as de ones at TP so not obvious at all larz... Hahaz.. Had lotsa fun.. Den bought gummies at mini toons.. Yummy!

Den went 2 french n got my results.. Guess wad.. Got b4..again.. Sheesh.. But den tis tym high b4 lorz.. N wen i tld my mom she was satisfied larz.. Phew! But wadeva it is, i still muz continue nxt yr.. *sighs* Haiyo~ Darn sad larz.. But nia mind shall try harder nxt yr larz... Nxt wk will get results de.. Sure die larz! Den i tld my mom den she was lyk, 'make sure pass arhz'.. Sheesh... Fine.. Den she still can sae tt my tuition exams marks no gd.. Lyk helo! I got an a1 okae! I tink arhz coz e 1st round i got full marks tt's y she not satisfied.. Fine! Shall not get full marks oredi larz.. *sniffs*

Hmm... Dunno wad else 2 rite larz.. Orh yarh, Ezyan, if u hpn 2 read my blog juz haf a reminder 4 u.. U BETTER BRING MY PIC OR U'LL GONNA GET HELL FRM ME AYTE?... Well, tt was juz a lil bit larz.. But make sure u bring if u dun wanna get scolded by me lyk how i vent my anger on my bro de oth dae.. U were dere weren u? So yarh, watch out! Toodles~

P.S. I noe u wun lyk it 4 me publicising juz lyk tis.. But watta do.. Venting my anger...


vintage love♥ ♥ ♥
8:03 pm


Thursday, October 14, 2004
Yawnnnn!!! Darn sian larz.. Sit at hm do nuthin. Sheesh. Okae. Shall tok bout yesterdae since i didn update yesterdae bah. Yesterdae arh, went 2 accompany my grandmama 2 hospital 2 visit my grandpa hu wuz gonna undergo operation yesterdae aftnoon arh. E doctor said gonna operate at lyk 10.30 but cum at lyk 1.30.. Lyk wat de lorz?! Darn bored larz.. Luckily i brought my novel so yarh.. Finish e whole novel at de hospital.. How nice.. Den my mom crazi oredi.. Sms me e whole tym i wuz at e hospital n she wuz obviously crappin away lyk normal.. N guess wad? She wuz at her workplace... Lyk so free manz... At work oso can sms ppl.. But nia mind larz.. At leaz i can crap along wid her..

Den aft operation den sit again.. Den went hm n my butt wuz aching aft all the sitting down.. *ouch* Den bought a pie at polar cakes.. Veh nice larz munching aft a whole dae at da hospital.. Obviously i slept over at my grandma's place since my grandpa in hospital larz.. Den at nite my mom picked my grandma up 2 go 2 da hospital again n i decided not 2 follow arhz coz darn worn out oredi.. So read my bk all over again n watch tv n decided 2 laze around.. Den i guess i doze off 2 sleep coz tis morning my grandma wuz tellin me tt e tv wuz still on when she came back n i wuz oredi fast asleep... Hahaz.. Veh nice..

Den tis morning i went back hm coz wanna take my french stuff since my sista darn hopeless larz *censored*. Call me yesterdae she sae she wanna take my stuff 4 me den started shoutin 4 no reason.. Bitch! So tld her tt i can get e tings myself n hung up.. Freakin moron larz she...

Havin a peaceful tym alone at hm ryte now since no1 is at hm.. Veh bored lehz... Dunno where 2 go larz... Guess i'll juz b pathetic n go out on my own or juz rot at hm n wait until it's tym 2 go 4 french.. Shall consider it ltr...

Neway, e sec 4 ppl leavin us tis saturdae liaohz.. Darn sad larz.. Dun tink we can find another batch hu's as kewl as dem larz.. Neway, happie graduatin 2 dem larz.. Dey shud b happie coz dey wun c our faces no more, well at leaz dey dun hafta c my sickening face ryte? Sheesh.. I noe i suck larz.. All da bez 4 their o's larz...*sniffs*

Shall end here larz b4 i start pourin all da bad tings out n spoil my own mood... Buaiz~




vintage love♥ ♥ ♥
11:48 am


Tuesday, October 12, 2004
Yay!!! Finish exams liaohz... So happie de.. 2dae wuz our laz paper which wuz geog!! Yippeeee!!!!!~ Kayz.. De paper wuz okae larz actualie but i tink i screw it up coz all tt i studied didn seem 2 flow out when i wanna rite the answers.. Shheshh... Such a disaster but nia mind larz.. Sleep so late yesterdae 4 nuthin coz i didn getta ans de questions properly neway.. *sadx* Hey, juz realised tt i so long nia update.. Oh yarh, now i noe y.. Coz exam period carn go online mahz.. Not lyk sum downrite slackers hu go online instead of studyin.. *shakes head*

Okie... Didn c anythin interesting 2dae coz nia go sightseeing larz coz i didn wanna cramp my brain no more.. Hahaz.. Den so bored larz.. De paper ended soo early lyk at 9.45 so decided 2 go 2 j8 1st larz since nuthin 2 do mahz.. Den went 2 my aunt's hse coz my grandmama wanna gimme sumthin..Den now at her place arhz.. Veh nice coz getta play wid cuzins n can go online coz got comp.. Normally, i go 2 my oth grandmama's hse aft skul but no comp larz but got playstation.. Still can entertain myself... Haiyo~ So nice larz.. Aft soo long nia go online n finally go online.. Juz 2 bad it's still early so no1 online.. Sheesh... Waitin 4 my cuz in Cedar pri 2 return hm coz i hafta wait 4 her 2 cum hm b4 i can go hm.. Haiz... But nia mind.. At least can slack online...

Haiyo~ So scared of my French results on Thursdae.. I scared all my results wud b dissappointin n my parents will transfer me in2 Damai sec.. No!!!!!! Tt's such disaster!! Argh!!! Carn imagine partin id my frens.. *cries* My results arh.. Better b okae larz.. If not, i'll hafta sae gdbye 2 my lovely fwens.. Kayz, beta cut outta it b4 i drive myself in the verge of tears.. Hahaz.. Shant make myself sad coz i feelin sooo happie ryte now.. Wheeeee~

De history ppl 2dae arh, nia cum 2 skul coz dey dun hafta take papers mahz... Den dey muz cum 2 skul tmr coz dey haf their papers tmr... HAHAHAHAHAHAHA... Gd 4 dem but nia mind.. Shant b evil.... N yarh, 2 those ppl havin their papers tmr, all da bez kayz... Dun screw ur papers ayte? Dun b lyk me arhz? Kay larz... Shall end ere coz need 2 rite all da letters i owe my frens... *recalls de incident during recess de oth dae -hahz-*... Toodles~

P.S. Ppl.. Enjoy ur holidaes ayte ppl? N those takin history... All da bez.. *muackz*


vintage love♥ ♥ ♥
1:38 pm


Tuesday, October 05, 2004
Harlo! Oh yea, b4 i start.. Wud lyk 2 clarify Filzah's doubts 1st. I owaes update on tues coz my parents not at hm on tues so i'm freeeeee frm my parents coz dey claim tt i'm wastin 2 much time online.. Lyk wat the hell lorz... Haiyo~ So i updatin 2dae coz it's Tuesdae... *smiles* I noe i veh bad gurl so yarh.. Im so totalie not guai okae?

Shall now tok crap.. Hahaz. Yesterdae... As usual when 2 tp lj aft malay exam. The malay paper was darn difficult lorz. Den not fair siaz. Cikgu gif a peribahasa which is lyk totalie NOT in our list. Den we tld her bout it den she was lyk 'but den the rest oso u all carn get correct wat?' Wat de lorz?! Not evry1 got evrythin wrong okae? It's not fair!!!! Veh scared of my malay resulta oredi lorz. Guess i'll b dissappointed wid my results coz i fell tt i totalie mess de whole ting.. *cries* My parents will surely ground me or sumting lorz.. So.. I'll get hell.. Arghzzzz!!!!

Continued...
Went 2 lj n went 2 da balcony as usual.. Checked weda dere was ani1.. Den tot dere was no1 n almost entered. Guess wat.. -dey- were dere.. Wanna make a detour but it'll b darn obvious so decided not n went inside.. Blablabla. Went hm at lyk 5 plus aft studyin so much but nia mind at least my doubts bout geog were cleared aft syik xplained 2 me.. All hail syikin!!! *grins*

Den 2dae, went 2 take e peribahasa list frm maam jannah wid yati. N yarh.. Dae went on quite okae larz coz the periods veh nice b4 recess.. Veh slack de coz 1st got art den music n malay.. Nice ayte? Hehehe.. Den went 2 lj again arhz n yea same timg hpn but a total disaster hpn dere.. Sheesh.. Shant rub it in coz i still haf luv 4 my sqdmates...

Den yarh.. Went hm earlier wid sarah coz we veh bingit n i hate stomachache.. How nice... Den yarh... Wanna sae sori 2 dose ppl hu i still owe dem a letter.. Totalie sori coz these daes no mood 2 reply letters larz n oso muz concentrate on studies.. Promise i'll reply aft exams kaes?

Wanna stop here... 2 dose ppl hu read tis entry,
ALL DA BEZ 4 UR EXAMS AYTE? LUV YA PPL LOADS!!!!..
Kaes... N yati, i'm totalie n perfectly STRAIGHT kaes?! Tt's all i hafta sae.. Buaiz!!!~

*P.S. 2 dose sqdmates hu got shortlisted, gd luck ayte? I'll owaes b wid u guys.. Yay!!!*




vintage love♥ ♥ ♥
8:12 pm