WEE~ Can update lyk finally, aft so long!*dreads* 1st ting in mi mind tt i juz hafta lyk pour out...
TMR ISH MY FRENCH END OF YR EXAM!!!!! DIE!!!!!
Omg!! I'm dead lorz! Dunno weda i will haf a mental block or sumthin during the exam larz.. So blardy scared liaohz!! No, i muz not b nervous tmr or else i will mess evrythin up... I studied enuf oredi, i suppose.. But still.. I'm sho scared!!!! I'm freezin ryte now kaes??? Nia mind... Shall haf self-confidence in myself.. Syazwani, b confident,blief in urself,dun gif up!!! U can do it gerl!
Sheesh! Luk how pathetic i m?? Muz do self-motivation..*SaDx* I'm sooo pathetic.. No1 wanna motivate me larz.. Evry1 juz happily put pressure on me instead of motivatin me.. Luk how cruel tis ppl r? Especially my parents.. Pressurize me so much can? Juz bcoz i go 2 cedar den dey xpect me 2 ace evrythin.. I mean lyk cedar's standard is much more higher than oth skuls ryte so yarh.. I'm not tt brainy kaes? Dey even threatened 2 put chg mi skul at e end of e yr if my results r not satisfying.. Noe how sad i'm feelin??
No1 will understand how i feel!! No1 cares wat i do! I noe u guys HATE me so much but muz u hurt my feelings juz lyk tt?? I noe i neva show it.. But dun u dare try 2 take advantage of me okae!! I'm a human being 4 heaven's sake! I have feelings! I blardy do haf feelings!!! U freakos beta watch out kaes...
Arghhhhhhh!!! Carn control myself oredi.. Juz 2 hurt... Kaes, i finally decided tt i wun do shazreen's dare... i will gif her a triple dare instead!! Tis idea, thx 2 sum1.. *salutes*
Haryani!! U r juz 2 crazi over her kaes.. Shez taken!!!!! So yarh... U noe wat i mean...
Kay larz... Wanna study kaes.. Luv ya loads!!! Toodles!~
P.S. 2 the ppl havin 3rd lang exam tmr, lotsa luck! Oso gd luck 2 w sec 4 maams hu r gettin their prelims results tmr... U go gerls!!!
vintage love♥ ♥ ♥
8:29 pm
Tuesday, September 14, 2004
Hahaz.. Damn happie!! Can update larz.. Whee~ I'm high ryte now so stay away frm me!! Hahaz.. Neway, 2dae nth much hpn larz.. We collected total defence badge aft skool n yar larz.. Nth much hpn neway...
Juz rmb wat hpn during recess.. hahaz.. Carn stop larfin lorz.. Lolx.. E sec 4 got break arh.. Den margaret, miang, sharron n i were tokin den were intended 2 go buy sum snacks.. Den skali myp n gladys stand bhind us n dey all left me alone n myp was lyk ryte bhind me lorz.. Wahlao! Dey so bad larz,.. Den i oso went 2 buy snacks arh as a reason 2 run away frm dem.. Hahaz. Den suddenly gladys cum up 2 mar n she was lyk blushing lorz! Omg! Hahaz.. Traitors! Den went 2 bkshop 2 buy foolscap paper.. Den guess hu i saw?? Her!!! Wee~ Darn happie but dun dare walk near dem so i walk in e rain.. hahz... dun wan her 2 tink tt i'm a despo larz.. hahz... Den went back 2 claz n dey nominated ppl 2 bcum psl n prefect.. Guess wat? Seow yee voted me lorz n now... Haiyo~ Den wan ping tld me tt mrs lee sae i can bcum psl lorz.. I'm not caring lorz.. But den dunno weda i'm acceptable... Nia mind...
Den aft badge presentation, went 4 french... Got back controle n i passed!!! Xpected 2 fail lorz but i didn.. Phew! God saved my life!! Whee~ Den did redaction lorz n i juz tikam tikam coz i dun hv ani idea watta write.. Nia mind.. Hahaz.. Stay back a while 2 finish redaction lorz.. Den went hm.. Whee~ Kaes dunno wat else 2 write larz... Toodles~